To get something, it is enough to want it so bad and fight for it. Thanks God. I am where I wanna be, but just because you allow me to. And I know that if you do that it is because this is the best for me. Thank you for showing me the path that I have to follow, thank you for letting me be the happiest I can.
As always, I don't know what I was thinking, when all this happened. I just thought hey, what if I go somewhere even if it's just for 1 week? What if that would be with horses? My thoughts seemed too beautiful , too perfect to become real. I thought this would be impossible. I felt stucked to Spain, like if it didn't matter how hard I tried, I wouldn't leave until summer.   But here I am, in a plane going to my new adventure, as a working student with horses and not one week but two.  People have to understand that I'm gonna leave every time I have the smallest chance to do it. I'm sorry, but once you know what you really want in life, nothing is impossible. I deserve this. This feeling of what is wrong with me, always making my life complicated. It is gonna be worth it. That feeling in your chest of being very far away from everyone and very close to yourself. Chances are to take them. As many as you can. I'm here to follow my dreams , these dreams that make me this crazy. Let's start again.