Even though we cannot see it at the beginning. Sometimes I shouldn't allow myself to see the photos I have in my external USB. As many of us, I had the feeling that some of the past years were a nightmare. What a surprise when I see my happy face in some of the memories from those years. I mean, WTF. I left, to find myself again and with that, what I always dreamed of. The first time I thought I made a mistake, the second time I was sure I got it. And not at all. The main failure was not to dedicate time to myself. I've lived a year blocked, and I think I still am. I always say it, but I don't learn from my own words: "Be careful with what you ask God for, because He will give it to you"
I left a third time, because of course I cannot stay too long in Valencia. The only difference is that this time I did wanted to stay a bit longer. And I wonder if as in the past years, I will watch the pictures from this summer and will find a smile. I don't think so. But when the pictures become old, they will show the truth. I just hope it won't be too late.
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